BRRRRRRR

It's friggin' freezing in here! My room is so cold, or actually the whole house is dead cold!

Yesterday I was playing Guild Wars for what, 7 hours? waaaay too much..
Anyway, today I had no test at school so I went working with my dad, damn what a shitty job..
Now we have a food break but I hope we don't go back to that place, I hate it!
The name already gives me the chills, Raven Isand :D

Anyway, I searched for the Corroded on spotify again, and started listening to their newest album. Corroded is the Swedish band that warmed up for Avenged Sevenfold last November in Helsinki. Great band!

spooky

I woke up an hour ago and still it feels like I'm the only person in the world?

No one to be seen anywhere, my GF doesn't answer me, nobody's called to come pick me up and take me to my fathers place to work... nothing.

This really is creepy, I'm listening to Opeth - Porcelain heart (String Tribute), and it surely doesn't help at all.

anyway, I haven't been here in a few days right? Had these tests in school and stuff. Oh, Joel told me he'd sell his drums for me, only 80 euros! cool :) oh yeah, less than a week 'til friday, I hope its gonna be a perfect day. I'll give something special to my gf after we've been to the ''water-ultra'' at Seinäjoki. And this shit better be worth it!!

pain

in my belly..

Here I was, working to get money for something special..And suddenly a pain struck my belly and nothing seems to help! the pain comes in waves and i feel I almost have to puke.. ugh, This is truly horrible

byebye

I'm off to work to Kronoby a k a.  Crown Village. I'll be there the whole weekend, working and reading to my school tests...

yesterday...

...all my troubles seemed so far away.

So I went to KOMIA with a few jolly good fella's and again I got to drinking. I was dancing like never before... oh fuck me, why can't I just stay away from the dancefloor? :O

School is tough but I'll make it. Love is tougher but I've always made it through.. Here's a song for you.

here u go!

yay, finally got my scanner up and working!

HEY! HEY!

WHEW! weekend is over.

Was at my GFs place in Ähtäri. A small town, full of junkies cheering for the new world championship of finland.
we won over sweden, 6 to 1 ;)

anyway sorry for not posting anything in a few days, been busy!
I think I'll go to work this next weekend. Maybe earn a hundred euros.
One step closer to my Les Paul!
Now I have to go to school, but heres something for you that you may like :)

All rights go to Gackt and his music label and stuff.

im fucked..

''Focker!''

I'm in deep shit now. We have this music course in school (which sucks btw!) and I have to perform something to get the course done. Fuck, I'm really not that good at any instrument, and on top of all you have to sing!?
My voice sounds like I'd been hit by a fuckin' truck or something..
I tried to sing a little HIM, but when the music stopped and I heard my own voice... good god what have I done..

Anyway this is the guitar I'm gonna buy as soon as I get the money to.

Barbeque!

hello again my dears, today I've been barbequeing with my jolly good friends!

awesome, we drove to Öja with two cars and found a small hut to make a fire in :)
the feeling was awesome, great friends around a campfire making food and just smoking lots, and I mean lots!

Would have taken pics but my phone broke down just yesterday so I couldn't take any..

See ya again tomorrow!

retard..

mmmmmmmmh sorry for not being here in a while. writing I mean.

I was at my fathers place, working my ass off. Now my body is covered in paint too. Black paint, I look like a leopard :')

Anyway, I got hit on my left temple by a working tool, ouch. I had to climb down the ladder and swear a bit. Then, JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIES, i touched my temple to see if there was blood, and this time there was.
Later I scratched my wrist on a paint bottle (?) and there was lots of blood, again :)
And finally I threw a large wooden object on MY OWN FOOT!! It hurt, obviously.

Now Imma go sleep, bye!

fuckin' awesome

Yesterday I went to the Poisonblack concert u remember? :) Great gig! heres a pic!
Then me and my feminine friends went to Westcoast and to Komia Rock. Had a great time with my old kindergarten friends. Then I took my bike and went home.

Black Poison

TJENARE!

Soon I'm leaving to see Poisonblack at The Rock Pub here in kokkola!

Tonights gonna be awesome, I'll update later with maybe a picture if I remember to take one :)

ut right now I'm dead worried about my gf, she has a hell of a lot of pain in her neck, and I can't help being scared for her, and the child.

Listening to Gojira.

Am I cool or what? I'm gonna travel by bike tonight ;)

Goodbye

Now here is something for you to work on; when a person tells you goodbye, you answer good fucking bye instead of just leaving/hanging up/ or something similar.

Right now I'm listening to City & Colour - Simple Man

A beautiful song.

This here, by the way, is an apparently dead frog which I saw on the road a few days ago, while walking to town.

Sadly, everything has an end. I hope every person thinks about how they want their life to end.
You see, LIFE is the biggest gift you can get. And right now a new life me and my gf have given a beginning to, is growing fast in her belly :)

walk!

today i will have to walk home. And carry my guitar and school bag. Damn, no one to come pick me up?
Anyway, I thought I'd go buy new strings for my guitar. Maybe regular slinky or powerslinky?

Get back to u later
casey

Lonely

I feel lonely at the moment. Because of this flue and the fact I have to be one more night in Kronoby at my fathers place. And her not calling me, being busy with her school and friends.

right now I envy the happy side of me... but everything will always sort out, that's what I've been raised to believe. Well my mother always told me that, but I don't think she thinks about it as much as I do.

I really have nothing to do now, if my second guitar would have it's strings attached to it, I would play it. But no, I have to buy some new ones.

I think I'll take a nap again. Bye..

still got the flue..

Nasty flue. I went to school today but I should not have gone.

Anyway, yesterday after 18 I went to Andreas to play a little guitar. about 2-3 hours of jamming.

FLUE!?

I got a bad flue right now, oh did I already mention that? well anyway, I've been practicing the guitar and keyboards (which I got the right powercable for today) for about 5-6 hours, and if I'm sick enough tomorrow and can't go to school, I'll just play play play play!

Thanks to everybody who keeps telling me good things about myself evolving and learning :)

I'd like to post a nice lil' pic here for you but hmm.. maybe this?

school junkie

hi. I'm at school. Bored. Have the flue too.

hello, you lookin' for a lucky fellow?

hi there. Im sitting at my sisters new apartment, waiting for mu gf to come and pick me up.

Yesterday I helped my sister moving, for maybe 8 hours? I was dreaming about getting a band rehearsal space at my fathers home. It would be perfect. 15 km away from town, and nobody cares how loud you play.
My sister gave me her old keyboard but I didn't get any power cable for it so today I'm borrowing her neighbours keyboard :)

Now they came so I'm leaving.

bye, Casey